http://www.myspace.com/nigeltvc15

The last song 'Forget about us" is my favorite thus far

check it out

Foreget about us
I can't
Forget about us
I can't
Forget about us
what we used to be
forget about us
you hurted me
forget about us
sux I was fine in line
forget about us
thought you were mine
Forget about us
my remedy
forget about us
don't look away

Chorus:

I'm cursed and your crying
(so why you crying)
from denying everything
(your crying)
we are all for trying
(your lying)
I 'am....

3 tracks down with the new project. I'll post the myspace page which is just to house the demos......totally darker project then I'm used to doing before. All is good, the stage show is going to be interesting. Think a 3 ring circus......like Jim rose....
This is getting good.

Thank you

they took the money, they spiked your drink
You miss too much these days if you stop to think
You led me on with those innocent eyes
And you know I love the element of surprise
In the garden I was playing the tart
I kissed your lips and broke your heart
In my dream I was drowning my sorrows
But my sorrows they learned to swim
Surrounding me, going down on me
Spilling over the brim
In waves of regret, waves of joy
I reached out for the one I tried to destroy
You, you said you'd wait until the end of the world.

FOR ONCE i GOT NOTHING TO BITCH ABOUT. HUH!

So Tampa is the spot for Halloween. Friday Hardrock for Poker Sat vivst friends during the day Castle at Night. Sun Tia and me time...Monday to whenever who knows.

thats all I got


been working on the new music project. Headed back to record more this sunday.

I'm still alive which could or could not be a good thing. Tampa for Halloween I'm cum n in fast and low!

Need a new band name for my new and up coming project any suggestions?

Working on Liquid Image got new players, still need a drummer and set to rehearse.
laptop up and running after a month
fucked a girl from the cheetah the other night, ok I've been fucking her
Rachel moved.....boo
still going to Tampa for Halloween
plan on going to U2 tuesday night.
today was a year ago I got Karla a ring and took her out....we all know how that ended up.
went to the braves game last tues.
hhmhmhmhm what else?
got fined for a beer bottle
$25

Still alive just hadn't really had to much to write about or better yet been on line while drinking. So anyhow, things are moving right along. The only exciting thing is karlas boyfriend tried to take a swing at me on Thurs. at 80's night...lol fail. Really. what a no talent ass clown.

hhmmmm....still trying to find an adapter for my laptop since it burned out.

Heres some pics of the new place.








The 50 thousand pages I had to finalize and sign....every single page took like 2 hours. My pen ran out of ink....serious.



Life is good....finally for once. I make my own party.
After a year of a nighmare, this is a nice present I bought myself. I'm really looking forward.

Next week book my flight to Tampa for Halloween.

Every night I rush to my bed with hopes that maybe I’ll get a chance to see you
when i close my eyes i’m goin outta my head lost in a fairytale can you hold my hands and be my guide clouds filled with stars cover your skies
and i hope it rains you’re the perfect lullaby what kinda dream am is this
you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don’t wanna wake up from you sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true my guilty pleasure i ain’t goin no where baby long as you’re here i’ll be floating on air cause you’re my
you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare either way i, don’t wanna wake up from you i mention you when i say my prayers i wrap you around around all of my thoughts you my temporary high i wish that when i wake up you’re there
so wrap your arms around me for real and tell me you’ll stay by side clouds filled with stars cover your skies and i hope it rains you’re the perfect lullaby
what kinda dream am is this you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don’t wanna wake up from you sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true my guilty pleasure i ain’t goin no where baby long as you’re here i’ll be floating on air cause you’re my
you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare either way i, don’t wanna wake up from you

tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain not even death can make us part
what kind of dream is this?! you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don’t wanna wake up from you sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true my guilty pleasure i ain’t goin no where baby long as you’re here i’ll be floating on air cause you’re my
you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don’t wanna wake up from you

I think I'm ready to date again. Let me tell you about my qualifications


Hi there,

I'm seeking a like-minded woman to share a disastrous 3-9 month relationship with, ending in acrimony, emotional chaos, and possibly legal proceedings.

My name is MIke, I live in Atlanta , I'm fairly well educated, I hold down a good job and am pretty stable. I'm told I'm fairly good looking, but I'll let you be the judge of that - I'm generally caring and very honest.

I am looking for an attractive female who will at first give me obsessive love, praise and devotion - but whose paranoia, self-loathing and fear of rejection and abandonment will eventually lead her to alternately push me away and pull me closer in a love/hate cycle that will lead to infidelity, consensual sexual violence, and the eventual emotional breakdown of one or other party - or if we're lucky - both!

You should:

* be 16 to 35 years old;
* have a history of short, intense, drama-driven relationships;
* enjoy degrading and dehumanizing sex;
* have undergone negative psychiatric evaluations in the past; and
* be willing to threaten self-harm and/or annihilation as a weapon to control your partner and make them stay with you and care for you.

Although not completely necessary, I would prefer women:

* with nice smiles, * are bi-sexual;
* that have larger than average breasts;
* who are married or already in unstable relationships;
* that drink to forget; and
* who have had a previous established diagnosis of Borderline or Dependent Personality Disorder or Bi-Polar Affective Disorder - or who are currently taking Lithium Carbonate, SSRIs, or Tri-cyclic antidepressants

If you think you meet these requirements (and wow, I'm getting excited just writing them!), please don't hesitate to get back to me as soon as possible. In the meantime, thank you for reading my advert, and do take care

So life is moving right along. This is an awesome thing. Really excited about the new joint only a few weeks out. Work is good been a little slow...it's ok. Looking foward to Halloween and doing...yup TAMPA

What else what else......Been out with a few cool select girls and have had a real blast. I'm finally back to me....09 is all about me and it's going good. I'll share some pics of the new place here soon when I got them.

Wierd how people impact each other....but they do more they you realize. I been there. Smile it's hard but it gets easier....trust me. Time heals.

"And do you ever feel like you're alone? And do you ever wish you'd be unknown?
I could say that I have.. I could say that I have.. And do you ever feel things here aren't right? And do you ever feel the time slip by? I can say that I have..
And I can say that I have.. So hear this please And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly And look for the stars as the sun goes down Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound Everything, everything's magic Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight Prepare for the best and the fastest ride Everything, everything's magic And do you ever lay awake at night? And do you ever tell yourself don't try? Don't try to let yourself down Don't try to let yourself down And do you ever see yourself in love?
And do you ever take a chance, my love? Because you know that I will.. Because you know that I will.. So hear this please
And watch as your hearts speeds up endlessly And look for the stars as the sun goes down Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound Everything, everything's magic Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight
Prepare for the best and the fastest ride And reach out your hand, everything is magic"

I finally learned how to breathe without you. I have for awhile ......And yeah $ can make you happy....you'll never know KArla!

So in the afternoon I meet with my agent, then we meet the property person and close on my new home. Fucking huge and a steal since the market is where it's at. No numbers discussed here. For the record to those who didn't believe...I wasn't lying about $. For now this will do, cuz Tampa is, and Always there. (probally going down for Fetish con). So I settle the deal tomorrow and put pen to paper. Move in Sept 4-5th. I like granite, and huge ass bathrooms. A few to be exact. Gate access, and other shit. Gotta pool yeah.


I been so depreesed this past year for obvious reasons etc. So I finally, broke that shell. So I decided to move to Tampa.....well anyhow. Thats for me. So I finally decided to get off my ass and make me happy. So I bought myself a new joint. (with cash). It was either here or there. Turns out here however TPA is so much cheaper.


In other news, My brother got back from Europe after a 3-4 week adventure. Should have got my pass port. Next on my list. Going to try and do a cruise in OCT> with the guys. Fuck it I'll go by myself. Then TAmpa on aug 14-16 still working on that.



Had a blast with my date at SKIN 2 this year. M.Chen did an awesome job with pictures as I know many of you got done as well. Seen them and everyone looked great. I got a e-mail and some of you and myself got put up on the SKIN TWO UK website. Thats fucking tough!!!!!

Heres the link http://www.skintwo.co.uk/
and http://www.skintwo.co.uk/marilyn-chen-photo-gallery-skin-two-atlanta/#more-2169 to the pics

It was funny we were joking that we felt like we were at prom.

This is the "don't say no to me on my prom nite" pic. right after the joke was said. Holy shit I have a smile.

One of my fav. songs in the world that I wish I wrote, but had the pleasure to play Live with my Friend Danyeal who wrote it. Sometimes, people say it better.

http://www.myspace.com/liquidimageatl

the first tune on the page. This is from the "Unadored" . It is a most listen!!!!!!!!!!!

"Breathe in the air filled with death and gods. The thorizine is working but his power is not. And these men are made of sticks made in the image of a dick. These smiles put with a pride get put to a lie cuz Iknow what they will never know .....God wanted to fuck me so she nailed me against a wooden cross!...."

Listen you won't be let down